A promise made is never meant to be broken!!
Haha so remember all the promises you've made if not they'll come back to haunt you!!
Too many empty promises I've made in the pass,
time to grow up and take responsibilities.
If you can't do it, don't promise.

You'd never know who you're hurting..

When you break promises,
you're actually breaking a person's trust towards you.
I'm not gonna hurt you again! haha

Cheers :)

Exams!!
Sometimes I really regret choosing a chinese private school for myself.
But whatthehell. I'm 17, it's stupid to keep whining over past choices, and since I'm already here, I might as well do the best in whatever that is coming next.

Maybe too many activities isn't such a good decision to make. After the next volleyball tournament, thats it, down with books.

God bless me ><

I hate admitting that I miss you,
it makes me sound like a girl.

I hate admitting that I might have fallen for you,
cause it also makes me sound like a girl.

What's worst is that even some girls don't do it.

It's stupid to say 'I love you' when you can't even love yourself the right way.
But whattheheck,
I'd rather be stupid and tell you I love you if that's what it takes for you to say the same thing to me too.

Let that be a wish.

I'll love you. even though you don't.
Haha, I don't even know how to love myself properly,
so forgive me if I don't love you good enough :P

Unrequited, and unconditional for the time being.

Good night and good luck in your exams,
I'll miss you :P

Falling in love is a gift.

Falling out of love is also a gift, as you'll someday gain a new and better love.

But that doesn't mean you should take the present for granted,

as you might not know what would happen next.

Cherish your life just as it is,

and take blow by blow, no matter how much it hurts.

Don't worry, I'll be just here whenever you need a shoulder to lie on. :')

I'll be there! For you :)

There's always that one person
that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause
you're blinded from the start

I've learnt my lesson.

Plan for the best, but expect the worst.
Cause the higher you climb, the harder the fall would be.

No more,
I've had enough.

P.S: Maybe it really was just a mirage, maybe it was just me all along. Silly me..

你的未来有他，

我等不到你和我的未来，

所以我明白，

我们是没有未来..

Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumours spreading bout this other guy.
Do you do what you did what you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans you made with me?
Cause baby I didn't..

That should be me, holding your hand,
That should be me, making you laugh,
That should be me,
this is so sad..
That should be me, feeling your kiss,
That should be me, buying you gifts.
This is so wrong,
I can't go on, till you believe,
That that should be me...

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes,
it's funny how you used that time to have me replaced.
Did you think I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
What're you doing to me?

You're taking him where we used to go.
Now if you're trying to break my heart,
It's working cause you know..

That should be me, giving you flowers,
That should be me, talking for hours,
That should be me, the one to be there when you're down..

I need to know should I fight for love,
or disarm..
It's getting harder to shield,
this pain is my heart.

That should be me...

According to NASA scientists, the 8.9 magnitude earthquake in Japan on the 11th of March caused earth to spin faster, making our day 1.8 millionth of a second shorter.

Great.

Time isn't something you should waste. You know when do you waste the most time? When you're feeling down, or when you're feeling sorry for yourself.

It's not something you can control, but it's a situation you can get used to. I don't know how long will I take to actually get used to it, but I hope I would someday.

It's just a waste of time, recalling those memories, thinking of you..

P.S: It really is just a mirage, don't think too much..

A good friend is something we can count on, as well as being so much more. A friend is someone you can talk to no matter how you're feeling, you might be messed up, a friend will just pick you up, and make you a better person. A friend is someone with whom we can relax and hang out, have fun and share our innermost thoughts, deep dark secrets, and anything else..

A good friend allows you a safe space to share your deepest thoughts and needs without worrying of being judged, critisized, or made to feel silly for feeling the way you do. Friends cheer on each other, laugh and cry together, and just plain commiserate and listen to each other.

That's why friends are friends..

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn from textbooks. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.

Note to self: Things that you don't say to people you admire because you might lose them as a friend itself, say it.. No regrets..




I'm blessed to have such a friend! (friends actually but what makes it different is that it's a HER!)


Haha, I was supposed to return the favour a year ago but yea, i've forgetten dy!!
Not my fault at all :P


Anyway, it's always great to have a friend like this, thanks for the days you were there when I was feeling down, thanks for making smile, thanks for teaching me not to be that blur when it comes to signals, thanks for making my high school life colourful!


And now for the sorries.. :X
sorry for being slow at feeling that you were mad at me, sorry for neglecting you at times, sorry for forgetting your birthday last time, sorry for not telling you things first, and most of all, sorry for posting this so late! haha..


Stop thinking of him, he'll come back one day to stay! ;)
Thanks for being such a great friend, cheers!

Finally some rest...

After 2 days of exams, (not to say that I've studied) the tension isn't that great anymore. When something is in your mind, get occupied, get busy, and you'll be a better person without even realizing. The best thing is, you'll totally forget the thing that's stopping you from doing anything at all.

Sure, you still feel sad at times, feel the void that comes at night when you can't sleep, feel the heartbreak over and over again, but that's part of growing up isn't it?

It will go by, and in time, will only become a memory..

P.S: I hope it will work out some way..

So nice to see your face again,

Tell me how long has it been
Since you’ve been here
You look so different than before
You’re still the person I adore
Frozen with fear

All out of love but I take it from the past
All out of words cause I’m sure it’ll never last

I've been saving, these last words for, one last miracle.

But now I’m not sure
I can’t save you if you don’t let me

You just get me, like I've never been gotten before.

Maybe it’s a bitter wind
That chilled from the pacific rim
That brought you this way
Do not make me think of him
The way he touched your fragile skin
That haunts me every day
I’m out of love but I can’t forget the past
I’m out of words but I’m sure it’ll never last

I will get you one day, wait for me..

Life is a stage, and there is only one spotlight.

Enjoy your moment on stage,
cause you might not get second chances..

For those who do,
do not assume that it'll keep on coming.


Exams are coming,
take care of yourself would you?
Don't get sick! :)

I wish you knew I were talking to you....

Have you ever know of things that once made you laugh, now turn into things that are the reasons you cry? Messages from loved ones that you once can't wait to open, can't wait to find out what's in it, now become the ones that you only nod your head to when you see them at a corner.

Strangers that seemed so familiar, that were so familiar.

Get over it, just do.

The name flashes through your phone, and you start cursing technology: why am I even using a phone? You scroll through it, you read it, you reply. Just like how you would do to anyone. She says that you're avoiding her, she just doesn't know that the stackes are different now. Ask her to stop, cause you're over her. You smile even without her, you smile even though she might be with another guy. You just don't care anymore.

You smile, just because, your friends are there for you, a brighter future awaits you :)

I'll just make a simple birthday wish this year,
I hope all those that mattered the most to me, could just all hang out together, have dinner, and a great heart to heart talk, and just a simple message from you, and you.

To all my friends: Thank you all for being there for me when I needed you..

When things seem as if it can't go any worse, it probably can't.
Starting off with a bad year,
I guess it just ain't that bad at all! :)

Today was great, you were great,
and I believe the days that are to come will be just as great.

Things to and not to do on a date:
1. Remember what she says as she'll try to test you on it.
2. Say that her hair smelt nice.
3. Dinner before movies
4. Watch a SCARY MOVIE! HAHA

Hmm, that was just crap, IGNORE! haha..

Anyway,
Bad things come and go, just don't linger on your past, or what your past did to hurt you.
You will eventually get over it, and just move on.
Don't be afraid to take chances,
cause at the end of the day,
You'll regret what you didn't do more than what you have done.

Cheers! :)

Sometimes, things just don't go how you would like it to go. Reality really just hits you on the face whether you want it or not, whether you're prepared for it or not.

Sometimes it's just a feeling that you can't live with something, but then, how long have you been living without it? It's just a feeling, a vacumn inside you, that hopefully, will go away with time.. Maybe you think that I'm fine, maybe I am, but I'm just can't take it yet, I guess you just can't see it. Live your life and I'll live mine, Good luck.

Nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe that's because it's all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing, and that led someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. You know, it's like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone's ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it all comes out wrong in the end.

But then again, maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.

Whew, it's been so tiring lately..

SPM, volleyball practise, tuitions, piano classes, and swimming I guess?

I love being busy, but I love having enough time to sleep and play too.



Ha, heard that debating is round the corner again, FUN!



Haven't got a plan how am I gonna score in SPM this year,

but I would certainly like to enjoy my last year here in Hin Hua.
So yea, I guess I'll just have fun.



All the best, cheers :)

I wonder what do people do when they're actually speechless back then.

People practically just SAY that they are speechless nowadays.

What would you do If u started off with a bad year?

Got dumped a few days before Christmas,

Had a swollen eye, strained your ligament before Chinese New Year,

Forced to pull out of tournaments because of that,

and lost a few hundred bucks during CNY.

They're not the things that make you wanna give up on your life,

But,

Yeah, it just sucks.

Times are getting harder,

it's time to grow up..