A new class.
A new enviroment.
Plenty of new friends,
And a new year.
So much to expect, yet so many unexpected things happen. Err well, I didn't manage to get into the first science class as expected, but it actually makes me kinda excited bout' what's gonna happen next year. Am I gonna fit in? How is class gonna be next year? It's all about those bits and pieces people don't really notice that makes something suprising. Today we had something like an orientation in school, and we get to meet people that WILL be our classmates in the following year, which is in 1 day time? haha.. more than half of our former class made it into the first class and well, I'm just the other half I guess. Awww>< No hard feelings anyway =P
27 hours more to a new year, what are you expecting?

P.S. Thanks for doing my homework xD

YEAA. So today was supposed to be the day when we go back to school to take our PMR results.
While everyone thinks that this will be their last day on earth or something like that, =.= I feel just a little numb after getting super suck-ish results in the UEC exams. Adoi, so simply lar, just go to school and take the results, and proceed to JJ for movies. WEEEE~~ (Btw, Avatar was super coooool xD) Met a few primary school friends in JJ, and all of them got straight A's. Walao, damn sad wei. Haha. Due to my lousy crappy results, I think that I should (but most probably wouldn't) study harder for my SPM. Right right?! xD xD

Bla, wadever larrh..
Just continue doing wad I think I should do. LOL (Wad happened to 'haha'? =.=)

I've just made a GREAATEST decision in my life =D =D
I'm quiting DotA~~~~~~~~~(in a few months time that is xD)
YAY!! I hear claps coming from all over the place. Haha
Basically, ( LOL!! internal joke)
I don't really know wad made me feel like quiting DotA, and most probably I'll be back in a few months time, but at least I'm making an effort wad right? xD Bout the GY camp I attended two days ago, It was a BLAST, no two BLASTS =.= We get to play sports till 3a.m in the morning during the last day. I did it, and ended up with sprained muscles and broken bones. -.-
So kids, don't try this at home. Haha
After two whole days of EMO-ing, I'm back being myself again!! Even I'm not, I have to be cuz PinYo's farewell party is in two days time, and... Yeah, you get the point =.=
Nyways, I hope that the holidays end faster, cuzzz I'm damn boreeeeeeeeed=(

To the world, you may be one person; but to one person, you may be the world. So they might say: don't let that smile on your face fade away, cause you won't know who's falling for your smile. But what if that one person which means the world to you feels that you mean nothing to her? You try, but you can't force a smile.

Why does it happen all the time? Perhaps it's just a part of life huh? Is love at first sight possible? Cuz' I've loved you ever since. So many questions, yet so few answers. If I had a wish that could be granted, it would be an emotion that could replace love. Who doesn't enjoy the feeling of being in love? But I hate the feeling of being rejected just as much. To me at the moment, love is just a destination that isn't meant for me. If only I stood somewhere in your life to say: I don't love you cuz' you're beautiful, but you're beautiful cuz' I love you. Guess that will remain a fantasy huh?

Give me the determination, please God. A determination that is strong enough to remove the word love, the feeling of love from my life. I'd rather trash myself with something else. I really do. A new year is approaching, and there will certainly be a change in me. Don't believe me? We'll see about that.

A new year. A new personality. A new me,
Storming into a new year..

Yowz, missing 3 weeks of school ain't bliss, it ain't bliss at all.
Now I'm stuck with 4 chapters of physics, 2 chapters of maths, 1 chapter of Chemistry... And the list goes on. And what adds salt n the wound is that we're having our exam in 2 weeks time. Walao, what to do sia..

Anyway, I was staying back after school to catch up with my studies. Zhen Nien was teaching me xD Haha, thanks man! =D After that session of Physics and Maths, Jin Hui they all asked me to go to the music center to play piano with them. Alah, so long didn't play d, so just go with them larh. We reached there, and there wasn't any empty rooms, and then we saw these people.

They saw us coming,

They opened the door wider,

They played the piano harder,( and the song was Canon in D =.=)

And purposely talked so loud so that we heard about their skills, whatever.

Then when we got the room, we played back =D
We took turns, bang the piano with songs that would shake the earth =D
I wouldn't like to say the songs because you might faint ( Although bragging ain't nice, but you know... xD)
And they stood there, shocked,
Mouth Opened

Wakaka, SYOK!!

That's what they get for doing what they did. xD

ADOI!! Few weeks of tournaments and competition, and now I'm back. Actually there's only 1 competition and 1 tournament, but the preparation makes time seems so long. First up debate, 2 weeks of damnit long preparations, and we crashed out the round before the quarters. Then after that basketball larh, district level. And there goes another week.

Haiz, basketball tournament.
One week of blazing hot sun, one week of sweaty jerseys, one week of shouting.
Luckily, it all turned out good. Silver.
I don't think even Yu Xiang expected for us to make it so far,
But hey?
I'm on the team, and what is inpossible? haha..

ADOI!! amoi cantik, didn't get to see her for the second time, their school was so freakin' big and I can't find her, Alah never mind larh, I have faith that we can meet again. xD Blaaahh

P.S You owe me what you owe me xD

YAY, it was the day of GLORY!!
Today we went for our basketball tournament in Kota Kemuning,
We went there early and after a while I saw BENSON and MATTHEW =D
Then we saw them play,
And they totally outclassed Chung Hwa larh xD

After that we were supposed to play PULAU KETAM,
Their center was like 189cm tall,
At first we were intimidated and everyone thought we will lose,
I forgot to cut my nails and the coach asked me to sit ON THE BENCH,
And he WOULD NOT PLAY ME for the day.
Sad sia..
Anyway the first quater was so close,
And the coach asked me to go on the seond quarter, WOOTS

BUT who knows..
I got the ball,
Made a shot,
Fell,
And, sprained my ankle,
DAMN IT!!
30secs on the court,
And I was sub-ed out.
Now I know what is GERAM!

It all went out okay,
When an AMOI CANTIK came over and help me bandage my leg,
Console console me abit,
Chit-chat abit,
Then suddenly I felt that it was worth getting injured. xD
NAW, where got worth it?
Forgot to thank her, so I'll do it tomorrow

P.S we won the match =D

TAGGED!

Might have well do this as well in school also xD

List ten things that you want for your birthday , it doesn't matter whether the things that you want is possible or impossible to get . Tag ten people to do this afterwards , have fun ;D

1. UNLIMITED amount of ECLIPSE ( I mean the sweets of course, and I know its possible xD)

2. I wanna be a six footer T.T

3. Be a GIRL for a day

4. Clothes.. ALOT of them !!

5. I wanna pierce my ear

6. A GRAND piano

7. Learn how to play the guitar?

8. I want six packs xD xD

9. A new COMPUTER

10. I wan 3 more wishes. WAkaka

Jor, lazy to tag people larh, sorry yeah Bryan xD

WOW, blogging in school is fun !! =D
I was supposed to prepare for debate materials, and teacher gave me internet access,
Does she really think I will do that?
HAHA, anyway,
It's quite scary to see some heads passing by now and then, especially when they are teachers.
All my friends are still in class, but here I am in the MML lab, BLOGGING =.=
Too bad I didn't bring my pendrive along, if not I will be dota-ing to the COWS COME HOME!
Syok..
SYOK!!

P.S Maybe I'll try downloading it in school =D

You know when I hate needles the most? When they use it for injections. So today we were supposed to have a jab for what disease again? Ah, forget it. Anyway, we were all lined up, prepared to get stabbed by that evil little needle. HATE THAT NEEDLE! Guys were supposed to go first, and 1 by 1 we go.

STAB, OOOOUCH, Next....

STAB, OOOOUCH Next.....

STAB, OOOOUCH Next.....

STAB, OOOOUCH Next.....

Nobody from the guys cried, and this totally demolished the quote that was made by Trisha: Boys drool, Girls Rule or wadever xD But aiyo, see the girls cry so kesian wey, I even bet with one of them, if she didn't cry, I belanja her lunch, but she CRIED, wakakaka, so there goes the deal, I'm so evil =D

But please, no more needles next time T.T

Used to see you through a mirror, a mirror that speaks a thousand words. Once a week, one hour per meet. The time spent is so short, but thats all I need. I always hold my breath when I watch you go. I held my breath, and in my head, counted seconds. It's a fantasy where I pretended that for each second I didn't breath, God would grant me another day with you.

Will it come true?

I hope so..

In the presence of the cold-hard dance floor, all I can do is wait, or dance perhaps. Don't wanna stop it, not gonna stop it. The toilet door says 'taken', but so what? I'll bash through it if needed.

You said accept my past IF you want my future.
Sure thing, no hesitation required.

You said I can't give you anything,
Then I'll give you everything.

You asked what do you see in me?
I said your brown eyes, and your straight long hair, and your sweet smile.
Nothing complicated, Nothing..

What's controlling my heartbeat?
My heart?
Not anymore..

Yeah,
First of all, I would like to thank Trishaaaa for inviting me to the Amazing (G)race. ( I didn't do this because she ask me to do so xD) Anyway, it was a very fun experience to be in that race yesterday larh, with Yi Le, his bro, Nick and OSCAR as the BRAVO's. This was the first time I ever get into a BMW, and the first time I was ever in a car that drove 170km/h. It was both scary and fun xD

We got ourselves all sweaty, and wet. ( because it rained ) But it was reallly fun. It's so fun, that I'm actually lazy to talk about it =D Those who wish to find out, go and read the clues and try to find put yourselves. Wakaka

I guess this is it..

Wait, WAIT!!
I forgot to say that we got the third!! Woooooo~!!
Trish,
You got the 19th if I'm not mistaken?
Okay larh, it was 10th I see?

Yay, Amazing (G)race~~ Loved it and this is why the clues are here O.O
Will post about it later..

Route Info #1
Welcome to the Amazing (G)race: Cartoons... All Grown Up! Edition. We promise you a great time of fun and fellowship. From this point on, you're in a heated competition competing with more than 15 other teams. So all the best, race hard, take care and God bless!!

In this first clue you've retrieved, complete the puzzle to obtain your next destination located on the back of the puzzle.

Caution!! Picture hunt
You are required to use the digital camera/phone to capture the followings:-

1.A group shot with a complee strager wearing a branded T-shirt clearly seen. (all members MUST be in the picture)

2.A picture of a parent holding a child's hand.

3.A group shot at the playground opposite Convent. (all members MUST be in the picture)

4.Develop 5 copies of picture number 3 ONLY!!!

Route Info #2- Caution!! Roadblock ahead
Who's hungry and up for a bloated tummy?
One member has to complete the task at the corner restaurant beside the 99 market in Taman Eng Ann.
Meet the checkpointer to learn the task and retrieve your next clue.

Route Info #3- Hunting Party
Proceed to Taman Rakyat at Taman Sri Andalas and hunt for the checkpointers located at the 2-storey pondok to retrieve your next clue.

Rounte Info #4- Caution!! Detour Ahead
Head on to the Taman Rakyat Playground to acquire your next task and retrieve your next clue.
You're only required to complete one of the following task.

Task 1- Who has sharp ears as a dog? Listen to a song and complete the lyrics.
Task 2-Who has eyes as an eagle? Search for an object in a vast open area.

Route Info #5.1
Proceed to the Teluk Gadung Train Station and travel by train to Subang...(clue incomplete)
CAUTION!! Groups unable to present all pictures required in Pic-Hunt will not be allowed onto the train and acquire the rest of Route Info #5.

Route Info #5.2
Proceed to the Teluk Gadung Train Station and travel by train to Subang then head over to the hypermarket with blue, red, white emblem. Proceed to the entrance and meet the checkpointer to acquire your next task.

Route Info #6- Caution Aulitasking
the following 2 task may be performed simultaneously according to the teams liking to optimize time used. Your task at hand is the following:-

1-Bittergourd
1-500ml Bottle F&N Flashy Fruitade
1-1L Bottle HL Milk Strawberry Flavour

Solve the following crossword puzzle in the envelope. You are allowed to request assistance from anyone in Carrefour. Once the puzzle is complete, arrange the first letter of each answer according to its number sequence and obtain a 3 word password from the letters arranged. Both the purchased items and password is required to be given to the checkpointer at the Carrefour entrance to retrieve your next clue.

Route Info #7- Caution!! Slippery-Slip
Track the following codes and head to the next checkpoint.

Start at the entrance doorstep:
10F, 34L, 5R, 46R, 56L, 3L, 10L, 4L, 32L, 18B, 11L, 70L, 12R, 10L, 100R, 185R, 94L, 9R, 315L, 100R, 15R, 184L, 44R, 10L, 104L, 22R, 270L

Better be quick!! Time is running out as the water from the water balloon leaks out!! Penalty will be given according to the ammount of water lost.

WARNING! YIELD ALLERT!!

Route Info #8
Make your way to Asia Cafe at SS15, Subang Jaya to acquire your next task.

CAUTION!! FLAMING TONGUE AHEAD!!

Route Info #9
Make your way back to the Subang Train Station and travel by train to Teluk Gadung Train Station. Upon arrival, make your way to Glad Tidings Assembly of Klang and find the checkpointer hiding whithin to retrieve your next clue.

Route Info #10
The past foresees the future as the future look \s back into the past,

Seek for clues written within clues,

Words for a phrase, numbers for directions,

When the directions are given, the past unviels...

I DONT HAVE THE LAST CLUE! CAN ANYONE TELL ME?!

This one's gonna be a quickie.

Imagine someone,
Serenading you with a musical instrument,
A guitar perhaps?
With a love song so tender,
That you think you could melt on the spot.
How sweet >.<

Well,
One of my new years' resolution for the year 2009,
Is to compose a song of my own.
It seems hard right?
I know.
But I'll do it for you although it will be in CHINESE
C'mon, you know who you are, don't you?
The first song I'm ever gonna write,
Is for you.

It ain't anything fancy,
But it's promise I made to myself.
Like it?
Hate it?
It doesn't matter..
I hope you understand the word FIRST.
You are going to be the FIRST.

I'll tell you when it's done xD
You know who you are,
I know it..

They say that miracles don't happen everyday,
But today, it somehow happened to ME !!
Wooo~~!! Guess what?
Okay, here goes nothing. Haha..

There are alot of dogs near my house,
And, everytime I try to cycle, or EVEN WALK around my house,
I'll get chased by DOGS. MILLIONS OF THEM !!
I wouldn't mind if they were girls, but they are DOGS man. DOGS !!

So, my phone was out of credit today,
And I litteraly can't live without sms-ing. I don't know why,
But it's and addiction which I need to cure.
And then, my mum asked me to go reload it myself,
And I chose to cycle.

Before I went out the house, I prayed so hard that I wouldn't be chased by the dogs. I prayed and prayed and prayed. I really didn't want to get bitten by a dog. NOOOOO !! T.T So, I took my bike out and, to my suprise, there weren't any dogs !! Wooooo~
For the first time, I rode my bike like a man! Without any fear for dogs! WOW !! it was a long time since I had that feeling really.

Although it was such a stupid thing to be afraid of,
But it definately restored my faith in God. In the past, I didn't even think that He will answer my prayers, but day by day, I felt something growing inside me. I'm convinced that he would continue to do wonders and play his magic in my life.^^

P.S: I'm not afraid of DOGS =D

Weird, Since when am I good at debating?
Anyway, teacher asked me to join the ENGLISH debate team ( I don't stand a chance in the Chinese one of course) which will be attending a tournament on the first of April.

Ookay, now I'm stuck.
No experience,
No exposure,
No skills.
What should I do? =.=
The tournament will be held at KDU colleague, Damansara.
I hate the feeling when someone 'Bombs' you until you have nothing else to say.
I'm praying hard that it won't happen to me.
Puwees>.<

Pressure is getting the better of me I think,
And I just get to lie on the bed all day long,
Because of fever.
Hate it.. Hate it..
Kay larh,
I supposed it's enough writing for someone sick *sobs*
Signing off~~

I don't wanna continue this puppy love,
Will abstinence work?

When did I even started emo-ing??
Ahh,
Can't stand it anymore,
Must stop all this crap once and for all,
Easy said than done huh?
Guess you're right..
At least,
Somebody has problems with kit-kat and homemade chocolates Too O.O

Life to me right now, is like a zip.
YES, A ZIP !!
It either goes up, or down.
No exceptions, not looking forward to anything else.
Until one day,
When the zip breaks,
Something might happen perhaps?

Why did you cry?
What happened?

MorningStar

Childhood to me, is like a boat.
A boat full of candies,
A bout full of toys,
And a boat full of joy.

Take a minute,
Close your eyes,
And think about the way you were living 10 years ago.
When you're 60 years old perhaps,
You might recall and say: ' Ahh, I met your mum 40 years ago.'
We're still at the tender age of 15, (reffering to the young people that is)
But if you asked me things which happened 10 years ago,
What do you suppose you could remember?

I still remember I had a teddy bear named after my first friend-Jason
Aww, can't remember much,
But at least,
I did...
I still remember the promise,
We made?
Did we?

Do you believe in Angels?
Mum said that they were sent from heaven,
To protect everyone of us here.
I really trusted that with all my faith.
Angels,
They protected me by sending you into my life,
I don't wanna change it,
Stay that way,
Please..

Don't leave me,
You're my morningstar.
From then till now,
Although it's just for 3 years,
I just know it..

Give me time,
To know you more.
I can,
If you'd give me the chance..

4 in the morning

4 in the morning, that's where it all started.
It always seem that I was so close,
But was I ever right?
It was a long way to go really..

What if, You had one chance,
To seize everything you ever wanted,
One chance...
I hate the fact that,
I can't sleep well without you.

Perhaps you might think I'm too young,
What would I know about it?
I think,
You've underestimated me.
I have the faith, and I shall be the one.

4 in the morning,
Was when I realised, I can't continue without you,
Please..
Mental torture is too much to bear,
I can't do it alone..
Today we see each other,
Tomorrow we might not.

I'm cherishing every moment,
like there won't be any tomorrow,
No tomorrow... No tomorrow...
You will hear my cry one day,
I hope..
You will...

Trying my best to change the life I'm having,
Trying my best to see your needs,
Trying my best to be with you,
Trying my best to... Trying my best to...

Trying my best to...
Have you..

Promise me,
One day, you will..
Try too...

Always wondered to myself about the meaning about Fate.

Well, according to the dictionary, it means:
1-The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events.
2-The inevitable events predestined by this force.
3-A final result or consequence; an outcome.
4-Unfavorable destiny; doom.
5-Fates Greek & Roman Mythology. The three goddesses, Clotho, Lachesis, and Atropos, who control human destiny. Used with the.

Although you might already know the meaning of it, how many of us can actually get a chance to experience Fate? Frankly speaking, I don't really have trust in the word Fate, before I met you that is.. You still owe me a promise you know? =] A little hope of mine is that you still remember it, but don't think I have the impact to make you do it. It's okay, time will proove everything.

I guess everyone has been young before. Some say that they were young a long looong time ago, and some say that they were young yesterday. ( I laughed my pants out when my aunt told me she IS STILL YOUNG xD)

Well, glad to say that I AM YOUNG, sorry to all the old folks who are reading this post, but if you are in this website I supposed you're at least young at heart aren't you? =] And yes sis, you're one of them !!

Hey, by the way, trust me on it will yeah?
I'm not sure whether you actually noticed me or aknowledge me,
but I'll always be here, For You..
I know it's all too early,
but I can wait.. I will wait..
For You..

AWESOME

It's a beautiful day, the birds are chirping, my brother is nagging, and of course.. NOT TO MENTION, I am still AWESOMING! Don't think that there's even a word such as 'AWESOMING', but I am AWESOME xD

Okay, let's put it all aside now and get to the point. I know, I know.. Nobody gets enough of me, but we can do all that later can't we? So says yesterday night, had my basketball practise, enough 'consumption' of computer games, and was all wrapped up and prepared to sleep. (PS. A HOT bath after sports feels SOOO GOOD, you should try it =])

THEN, listened to some fishermens' songs and sort of, and started to get drowzy, and SUDDENLY, just SUDDENLY, I heard the song 'JUST DANCE', and he knows why, I just started dancing.. Wooooo~!! Nah, that didn't happen.. xD

Just before I was completely asleep, I started thinking bout' things. Things which I normally won't think about. Weird... I thought about plans, hopes and stuff like that. I didn't know why, seriously.. The morning later, my bro told me that I was sleep-talking... Ookay.. couldn't really brush it of my thoughts.

And. AND!! I was in a very very good mood today, although I got pawned hard-hard in DOTA today, I continued smiling... Weee~ Wait, wait, I have a statement to make: Those who don't play DOTA please don't talk to me! Unless you're a girl that is.. NAH, I'm kidding too, I like guys more then girls O.O NONONO, I like girls more than guys =.= but you still can talk to me if you don't play DOTA.. haha

Just before I end, I would like to share a joke:
What is the similarity between sperm and maiyonese?

Answer: They're both LADIES CHOICE!

Get it? WAKAKAKA..

Sex and sensibility

Woohooo~
Sex and sensibility seminar, so how cool is that? xD
Anyway, the seminar was held at Glad Tidings Klang, from 13th-15March. That means two days of SEXITING FUN! Owh okay, I know it sounds wrong ,but... IT ISN'T!
You get to know all sorts of stuff about your BODY, in a funny way too!

The first day was quite a warm up. It was from 8pm-10pm, and the funny thing is, I was there at 10.15am? I didn't read the flyers and i thought that it was right after their service. But I was wrong obviosly. Sweat... (Don't sweat, you'll stink!) Aww, shuddup will ya? xD
So, I was there attending their Concurrent Service, which was FUN! and had pretty cold air-conditioners. After the service, had lunch with a new friend I met there, his name was Bryan.
he had spiky hair. And yes, I mean SPIKY. I'm not sure how he made is hair stand though. He was a great guy with his own thing , and did I mention he plays the guitar?

Right after that, went home, took a bath, and slept for a loooong time. I thought i wasn't even gonna get up after that. I did, and went to Glad Tidings for the second time that day. If I'm not mistaken, the speaker was Pastor Victor, and he keeps remiding us that HE IS A PASTOR.
I didn't know why until he started teaching. He has expressions as colourful as... A rainbow? He's just unbelievable really, and my tummy got full just by laughing.

Then comes the second day.
It was unlikely for me to be punctual but I was there before most of them =] And yes, I'm VERY proud of myself. And since the speaker already finished topics about the guy, she was now talking about the girls' things. You can see girls blushing, and the guys were sort of like:" Yeah.. erm.. You know.. Sure..." But still, we were laughing very hard.
The part which I enjoyed most was the dating game =]
It was sort of a roleplay of a party, and every girl was paired up with another guy and pretend it was a party! I'm so glad that I was paired up with, erm.. let's not say Hot thing, but a pretty girl.
Yeah, a pretty girl. Her name was Careen? Then, the fun part was when we were supposed to dance. Wooooo~!!

1,2,3,4 1,2,3,4 and turn~~

1,2,3,4 1,2,3,4 and turn~~

It may not seem nice, but it is NICE! Casovia was paired up with a small boy, an was turning around and grumbling about it. xDAfter that, they talked about porn, homo and stuff like that. Again, I still have doubts about the speakers identity as a pastor. Naw, just kidding..

After at about 5, the seminar was finished and everybody went home~
*P.s I really enjoyed the Dating game xD

...

我把我这生放到了你那里

财神到～财神到～财神到我的家门口～！！xD
还没有新年啦！唱什么歌啦=.=


爽！
我终于都初三了，终于都长大了！
真想找一没有人的地方，
很大声很大声的喊：
TMD！！！
我今年要考统考，
还有PMR！！
你以为我真的很爽咩～？ T.T

但是怎样说，
现过了新年才统考嘛，
新年二月统考十月，
所以玩完新年了才跟他拼过啦！

今年我的目标！
至少今年我开始定目标了，
往年就是过一天算一天的懒人日子，
我感觉到我人生终于有方向了，真感动xD

-兴趣方面-
我TMD想学跳舞！
跳舞不是只有女生的特权咯，
男生也可以的！xD
另外叻，
我想写一首歌，
最好是能在情人节前写完，
可以用到！
哈哈

－学业方面－
我不懂统考有多变态多难啦，
但是听说的话，
应该是很难哦？O.o
不求多啦，
统考4A，PMR 4A，
就这样。

－态度方面－
戒掉懒惰的习惯。
看起来好像很容易，
但是怎样努力，
我还是很懒惰啊～

目标我好像也没定到太过分吧，
希望我做得到咯，
也希望大家能做到今年定的目标哦！