This one's gonna be a quickie.

Imagine someone,
Serenading you with a musical instrument,
A guitar perhaps?
With a love song so tender,
That you think you could melt on the spot.
How sweet >.<

Well,
One of my new years' resolution for the year 2009,
Is to compose a song of my own.
It seems hard right?
I know.
But I'll do it for you although it will be in CHINESE
C'mon, you know who you are, don't you?
The first song I'm ever gonna write,
Is for you.

It ain't anything fancy,
But it's promise I made to myself.
Like it?
Hate it?
It doesn't matter..
I hope you understand the word FIRST.
You are going to be the FIRST.

I'll tell you when it's done xD
You know who you are,
I know it..

They say that miracles don't happen everyday,
But today, it somehow happened to ME !!
Wooo~~!! Guess what?
Okay, here goes nothing. Haha..

There are alot of dogs near my house,
And, everytime I try to cycle, or EVEN WALK around my house,
I'll get chased by DOGS. MILLIONS OF THEM !!
I wouldn't mind if they were girls, but they are DOGS man. DOGS !!

So, my phone was out of credit today,
And I litteraly can't live without sms-ing. I don't know why,
But it's and addiction which I need to cure.
And then, my mum asked me to go reload it myself,
And I chose to cycle.

Before I went out the house, I prayed so hard that I wouldn't be chased by the dogs. I prayed and prayed and prayed. I really didn't want to get bitten by a dog. NOOOOO !! T.T So, I took my bike out and, to my suprise, there weren't any dogs !! Wooooo~
For the first time, I rode my bike like a man! Without any fear for dogs! WOW !! it was a long time since I had that feeling really.

Although it was such a stupid thing to be afraid of,
But it definately restored my faith in God. In the past, I didn't even think that He will answer my prayers, but day by day, I felt something growing inside me. I'm convinced that he would continue to do wonders and play his magic in my life.^^

P.S: I'm not afraid of DOGS =D

Weird, Since when am I good at debating?
Anyway, teacher asked me to join the ENGLISH debate team ( I don't stand a chance in the Chinese one of course) which will be attending a tournament on the first of April.

Ookay, now I'm stuck.
No experience,
No exposure,
No skills.
What should I do? =.=
The tournament will be held at KDU colleague, Damansara.
I hate the feeling when someone 'Bombs' you until you have nothing else to say.
I'm praying hard that it won't happen to me.
Puwees>.<

Pressure is getting the better of me I think,
And I just get to lie on the bed all day long,
Because of fever.
Hate it.. Hate it..
Kay larh,
I supposed it's enough writing for someone sick *sobs*
Signing off~~

I don't wanna continue this puppy love,
Will abstinence work?

When did I even started emo-ing??
Ahh,
Can't stand it anymore,
Must stop all this crap once and for all,
Easy said than done huh?
Guess you're right..
At least,
Somebody has problems with kit-kat and homemade chocolates Too O.O

Life to me right now, is like a zip.
YES, A ZIP !!
It either goes up, or down.
No exceptions, not looking forward to anything else.
Until one day,
When the zip breaks,
Something might happen perhaps?

Why did you cry?
What happened?

MorningStar

Childhood to me, is like a boat.
A boat full of candies,
A bout full of toys,
And a boat full of joy.

Take a minute,
Close your eyes,
And think about the way you were living 10 years ago.
When you're 60 years old perhaps,
You might recall and say: ' Ahh, I met your mum 40 years ago.'
We're still at the tender age of 15, (reffering to the young people that is)
But if you asked me things which happened 10 years ago,
What do you suppose you could remember?

I still remember I had a teddy bear named after my first friend-Jason
Aww, can't remember much,
But at least,
I did...
I still remember the promise,
We made?
Did we?

Do you believe in Angels?
Mum said that they were sent from heaven,
To protect everyone of us here.
I really trusted that with all my faith.
Angels,
They protected me by sending you into my life,
I don't wanna change it,
Stay that way,
Please..

Don't leave me,
You're my morningstar.
From then till now,
Although it's just for 3 years,
I just know it..

Give me time,
To know you more.
I can,
If you'd give me the chance..

4 in the morning

4 in the morning, that's where it all started.
It always seem that I was so close,
But was I ever right?
It was a long way to go really..

What if, You had one chance,
To seize everything you ever wanted,
One chance...
I hate the fact that,
I can't sleep well without you.

Perhaps you might think I'm too young,
What would I know about it?
I think,
You've underestimated me.
I have the faith, and I shall be the one.

4 in the morning,
Was when I realised, I can't continue without you,
Please..
Mental torture is too much to bear,
I can't do it alone..
Today we see each other,
Tomorrow we might not.

I'm cherishing every moment,
like there won't be any tomorrow,
No tomorrow... No tomorrow...
You will hear my cry one day,
I hope..
You will...

Trying my best to change the life I'm having,
Trying my best to see your needs,
Trying my best to be with you,
Trying my best to... Trying my best to...

Trying my best to...
Have you..

Promise me,
One day, you will..
Try too...

Always wondered to myself about the meaning about Fate.

Well, according to the dictionary, it means:
1-The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events.
2-The inevitable events predestined by this force.
3-A final result or consequence; an outcome.
4-Unfavorable destiny; doom.
5-Fates Greek & Roman Mythology. The three goddesses, Clotho, Lachesis, and Atropos, who control human destiny. Used with the.

Although you might already know the meaning of it, how many of us can actually get a chance to experience Fate? Frankly speaking, I don't really have trust in the word Fate, before I met you that is.. You still owe me a promise you know? =] A little hope of mine is that you still remember it, but don't think I have the impact to make you do it. It's okay, time will proove everything.

I guess everyone has been young before. Some say that they were young a long looong time ago, and some say that they were young yesterday. ( I laughed my pants out when my aunt told me she IS STILL YOUNG xD)

Well, glad to say that I AM YOUNG, sorry to all the old folks who are reading this post, but if you are in this website I supposed you're at least young at heart aren't you? =] And yes sis, you're one of them !!

Hey, by the way, trust me on it will yeah?
I'm not sure whether you actually noticed me or aknowledge me,
but I'll always be here, For You..
I know it's all too early,
but I can wait.. I will wait..
For You..

AWESOME

It's a beautiful day, the birds are chirping, my brother is nagging, and of course.. NOT TO MENTION, I am still AWESOMING! Don't think that there's even a word such as 'AWESOMING', but I am AWESOME xD

Okay, let's put it all aside now and get to the point. I know, I know.. Nobody gets enough of me, but we can do all that later can't we? So says yesterday night, had my basketball practise, enough 'consumption' of computer games, and was all wrapped up and prepared to sleep. (PS. A HOT bath after sports feels SOOO GOOD, you should try it =])

THEN, listened to some fishermens' songs and sort of, and started to get drowzy, and SUDDENLY, just SUDDENLY, I heard the song 'JUST DANCE', and he knows why, I just started dancing.. Wooooo~!! Nah, that didn't happen.. xD

Just before I was completely asleep, I started thinking bout' things. Things which I normally won't think about. Weird... I thought about plans, hopes and stuff like that. I didn't know why, seriously.. The morning later, my bro told me that I was sleep-talking... Ookay.. couldn't really brush it of my thoughts.

And. AND!! I was in a very very good mood today, although I got pawned hard-hard in DOTA today, I continued smiling... Weee~ Wait, wait, I have a statement to make: Those who don't play DOTA please don't talk to me! Unless you're a girl that is.. NAH, I'm kidding too, I like guys more then girls O.O NONONO, I like girls more than guys =.= but you still can talk to me if you don't play DOTA.. haha

Just before I end, I would like to share a joke:
What is the similarity between sperm and maiyonese?

Answer: They're both LADIES CHOICE!

Get it? WAKAKAKA..

Sex and sensibility

Woohooo~
Sex and sensibility seminar, so how cool is that? xD
Anyway, the seminar was held at Glad Tidings Klang, from 13th-15March. That means two days of SEXITING FUN! Owh okay, I know it sounds wrong ,but... IT ISN'T!
You get to know all sorts of stuff about your BODY, in a funny way too!

The first day was quite a warm up. It was from 8pm-10pm, and the funny thing is, I was there at 10.15am? I didn't read the flyers and i thought that it was right after their service. But I was wrong obviosly. Sweat... (Don't sweat, you'll stink!) Aww, shuddup will ya? xD
So, I was there attending their Concurrent Service, which was FUN! and had pretty cold air-conditioners. After the service, had lunch with a new friend I met there, his name was Bryan.
he had spiky hair. And yes, I mean SPIKY. I'm not sure how he made is hair stand though. He was a great guy with his own thing , and did I mention he plays the guitar?

Right after that, went home, took a bath, and slept for a loooong time. I thought i wasn't even gonna get up after that. I did, and went to Glad Tidings for the second time that day. If I'm not mistaken, the speaker was Pastor Victor, and he keeps remiding us that HE IS A PASTOR.
I didn't know why until he started teaching. He has expressions as colourful as... A rainbow? He's just unbelievable really, and my tummy got full just by laughing.

Then comes the second day.
It was unlikely for me to be punctual but I was there before most of them =] And yes, I'm VERY proud of myself. And since the speaker already finished topics about the guy, she was now talking about the girls' things. You can see girls blushing, and the guys were sort of like:" Yeah.. erm.. You know.. Sure..." But still, we were laughing very hard.
The part which I enjoyed most was the dating game =]
It was sort of a roleplay of a party, and every girl was paired up with another guy and pretend it was a party! I'm so glad that I was paired up with, erm.. let's not say Hot thing, but a pretty girl.
Yeah, a pretty girl. Her name was Careen? Then, the fun part was when we were supposed to dance. Wooooo~!!

1,2,3,4 1,2,3,4 and turn~~

1,2,3,4 1,2,3,4 and turn~~

It may not seem nice, but it is NICE! Casovia was paired up with a small boy, an was turning around and grumbling about it. xDAfter that, they talked about porn, homo and stuff like that. Again, I still have doubts about the speakers identity as a pastor. Naw, just kidding..

After at about 5, the seminar was finished and everybody went home~
*P.s I really enjoyed the Dating game xD