Wednesday, December 30, 2009

A new class.
A new enviroment.
Plenty of new friends,
And a new year.
So much to expect, yet so many unexpected things happen. Err well, I didn't manage to get into the first science class as expected, but it actually makes me kinda excited bout' what's gonna happen next year. Am I gonna fit in? How is class gonna be next year? It's all about those bits and pieces people don't really notice that makes something suprising. Today we had something like an orientation in school, and we get to meet people that WILL be our classmates in the following year, which is in 1 day time? haha.. more than half of our former class made it into the first class and well, I'm just the other half I guess. Awww>< No hard feelings anyway =P
27 hours more to a new year, what are you expecting?

P.S. Thanks for doing my homework xD

Thursday, December 24, 2009

YEAA. So today was supposed to be the day when we go back to school to take our PMR results.
While everyone thinks that this will be their last day on earth or something like that, =.= I feel just a little numb after getting super suck-ish results in the UEC exams. Adoi, so simply lar, just go to school and take the results, and proceed to JJ for movies. WEEEE~~ (Btw, Avatar was super coooool xD) Met a few primary school friends in JJ, and all of them got straight A's. Walao, damn sad wei. Haha. Due to my lousy crappy results, I think that I should (but most probably wouldn't) study harder for my SPM. Right right?! xD xD

Bla, wadever larrh..
Just continue doing wad I think I should do. LOL (Wad happened to 'haha'? =.=)

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I've just made a GREAATEST decision in my life =D =D
I'm quiting DotA~~~~~~~~~(in a few months time that is xD)
YAY!! I hear claps coming from all over the place. Haha
Basically, ( LOL!! internal joke)
I don't really know wad made me feel like quiting DotA, and most probably I'll be back in a few months time, but at least I'm making an effort wad right? xD Bout the GY camp I attended two days ago, It was a BLAST, no two BLASTS =.= We get to play sports till 3a.m in the morning during the last day. I did it, and ended up with sprained muscles and broken bones. -.-
So kids, don't try this at home. Haha
After two whole days of EMO-ing, I'm back being myself again!! Even I'm not, I have to be cuz PinYo's farewell party is in two days time, and... Yeah, you get the point =.=
Nyways, I hope that the holidays end faster, cuzzz I'm damn boreeeeeeeeed=(

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

To the world, you may be one person; but to one person, you may be the world. So they might say: don't let that smile on your face fade away, cause you won't know who's falling for your smile. But what if that one person which means the world to you feels that you mean nothing to her? You try, but you can't force a smile.

Why does it happen all the time? Perhaps it's just a part of life huh? Is love at first sight possible? Cuz' I've loved you ever since. So many questions, yet so few answers. If I had a wish that could be granted, it would be an emotion that could replace love. Who doesn't enjoy the feeling of being in love? But I hate the feeling of being rejected just as much. To me at the moment, love is just a destination that isn't meant for me. If only I stood somewhere in your life to say: I don't love you cuz' you're beautiful, but you're beautiful cuz' I love you. Guess that will remain a fantasy huh?

Give me the determination, please God. A determination that is strong enough to remove the word love, the feeling of love from my life. I'd rather trash myself with something else. I really do. A new year is approaching, and there will certainly be a change in me. Don't believe me? We'll see about that.

A new year. A new personality. A new me,
Storming into a new year..